Cherish the Moments

當我知道你們相愛

2011-01-25T01:44:00.003+08:00

何維健 :: 當我知道你們相愛

放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈

還記得我們曾是彼此的唯一
接受了我們情侶關係的是妳
沒結果了放棄挽不了逃避
體驗過了無數個複雜愛情
某一晚在街燈下巧遇
我問候妳回應
發現妳不是單身的妳 Girl

當我知道你們相愛
有了開始有了未來
在我心裡放不下的也該釋懷
收拾好把它掩埋
當我知道你們相愛
我的心底泛起許多無奈
這時候我該有個專屬幸福 (這時候我該有個專屬幸福)
我會不停的等待
等待著未來

放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈

床底的箱子裡一疊疊的回憶
再厚的思念釋放以後就忘記
沒結果了放棄挽不了逃避
體驗過了無數個複雜愛情
某一晚在街燈下巧遇
我問候妳回應
發現已不再眷戀著妳

我躺在我的沙發上
看著我們的照片一張接一張
I don't know since when 那感覺不一樣
妳的美現在已放在我心上
每分每秒每個角落
我會不停的探索
尋找完美的戀曲
Move on Move on Move on

在街燈下巧遇
我問候妳回應
發現已不再眷戀著妳

放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈
放棄了放棄了放棄了無奈

初見

2011-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

林峯 & 楊千樺 :: 初見

平凡如逐漸消失兩點
平衡像沒交叉點的線
巡遊在夜深街中擦肩
你我也只差一分吻在臉
誰人談「再見」再可見面
誰祈求拍照記低笑面
難重逢我至覺得期待你會出現
人總於今天想昨天
我眼睛望穿秋水眼淺
我氣息像煙呼出呵欠
明明是幸福早於腳邊
你我卻翻天覆海去歷遍

誰人談「再見」再可見面
誰祈求拍照記低笑面
難重逢我至覺得期待你會出現
人總於今天想昨天

誰人談「再見」再可不面
誰人談「永遠」永不兌現
情長而季節太短離別直到思念
曾輾轉反側三百天

從前如盪失終點兩邊
從頭來用一分鐘初見
情人在望天兜轉擦肩
我轉身應該找到你視線

Letting Go

2011-01-16T00:07:00.005+08:00

Letting go is one of the hardest lessons in life.

In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.

It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.

However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.

"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on." - Havelock Ellis

"Some think it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go." - Sylvia Robinson

愛情抗體

2011-01-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

許慧欣 :: 愛情抗體

我不知道今天星期幾　是個壞天氣
一年又一天　忽然又想到你
翻翻小說　彈一彈鋼琴　順手回幾封　電子信

我在捷運線的車子裡　像低空飛行
飛過這城市　才不管目的地
那些我和你有過的事情　都像逃走的水蒸氣

I'll be leaving you　沒有什麼原因
愛情有時候　是惡作劇
我要自己帶著孤單抗體　學習忘記

我會調整呼吸　我會鼓起勇氣
愛情很美麗　可是也很無情
我學會去用　走迷宮的心情　去掙脫　那些回憶

Happy 2011

2011-01-01T15:43:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011.
2010 had been an exciting year for me.
Many unexpected happenings, be it good or bad, happy or sad.
I'm grateful for it, totally.
And thankful for having my dearest family and friends with me.

Dearest all, have a blessed new year and a good start.

XOXO ♥

心疼妳的心疼

2010-12-28T18:21:00.002+08:00

飛輪海 :: 心疼妳的心疼

總是在夜深人靜想一個人
妳留給我的回憶映著月光更深刻

如果說後悔可以殺一個人
我已經為妳死掉多少次了呢

妳的淚痕妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得

心疼妳的心疼想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等

讓我們的愛重生

時間是一道不能反轉的門
那時的年少輕狂如今想來多殘忍

只不過這個世上沒有一本
能夠教我們如何相愛的手冊

等我們的愛重生

再也不會讓妳受傷了
我已完全明白愛能教人心多疼

這次換我等換我為妳犧牲
讓我守護著妳跟我一起走過時間的河

Season Greetings

2010-12-25T20:30:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas Everybody!

My Christmas was effing awesome.

My annual leave came at the right time.
Had a good short break and it's time to go back to work tomorrow.
Alright, I spent most of the time rotting away but then I also did make good use of the leave to meet up with friends and spent time with mommy.

330 training coming up and i'll be seeing my lovees.
It's a gathering after 3 months.
And all the happytimes moments again.

Dear December, you've been a fantabulous month.
And you are too good to be true.

Merry Christmas Eve

2010-12-24T05:25:00.004+08:00

I think I've just received the best Christmas gift for this year. ♥♥♥

South Africa

2010-12-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

Cape Town is seriously mad gorgeous. The awesome sceneries. The beautiful blue skies, beaches, the blend of 2 oceans (Atlantic Ocean & Indian Ocean), Cape of Good Hope, Table Mountain and the sunset view. And my first time being so close to the penguins. And thank goodness the weather was very good.

錯的人

2010-12-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

蕭亞軒 :: 錯的人

明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真正的可笑

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給這才真的真正的可笑

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身

可能在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能寧願笨也不想要悔恨

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但我還是奮不顧身
我太笨明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分但我相信有點可能

對的時間遇到錯的人，請釋懷，相信下一次便是對的。
錯的時間遇到對的人，請等待，也許是對雙方的考驗。

沒關係

2010-12-02T17:22:00.004+08:00

吳克羣 :: 沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起
對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清
說清楚你離開的原因

也許他可靠他實際他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題
是我沒那個福氣沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍我沒關係
沒關係沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻
怪就怪我放不下
NO
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他
沒關係沒關係沒關係

Sorry That I Loved You

2010-11-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

倪安東 :: Sorry That I Loved You

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For given you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
I'm so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make my difference tonight
But I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

München

2010-11-21T05:43:00.000+08:00

I think I had stepped into a fairyland...

Somewhere Only We Know

2010-11-19T01:21:00.003+08:00

Keane :: Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go? So why don't we go?

Oh, this could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know

Come What May

2010-11-18T22:25:00.005+08:00

Many things don't have to be spelt out clearly.
Promises and words are nothing but the sweetest lies.
And who doesn't love to hear?

Whatever the outcome is gonna be,
the process is what that matters the most.

2 of the hardest tests in life

2010-11-16T00:13:00.005+08:00

1. The patience to wait for the right moment.

and

2. The courage to accept the fact you have waited for nothing.

Energy exhausted

2010-11-12T03:27:00.005+08:00

My mind has been running through truck loads of stuffs.
Insufficient rest ever since I touched down in Munich.
Mad chiong-ing to sightsee and exploring the walking streets.

All these were definitely worthwhile.

And now I just wanna have a nice hot shower and my bed!

Aftermath is a 12-hour walk home.

Effing happy-ing

2010-11-09T16:42:00.003+08:00

I think I just took a happy drug.

Happy moments never last.

I'm so gonna enjoy this as much as I can.

P.S. A love-hate relationship with winter.

Just like a magical spell

2010-11-06T20:24:00.008+08:00

Party-ed till as early as 7+am.
Slept for barely 4 hours and I'm up for my facial appointment.
The feeling was damn f-up.

But...

I just can't stop smiling ever since.
It was totally unexpected.

Brain: Evie! Stop all the silly giggles.
Heart: But I'm just feeling too jumpy.

Evie is mad happy.

OHMEGOD

2010-11-05T19:59:00.006+08:00

THIS FEELING IS AWESOMENESS.
After recharging, I'm still feeling chirpy all over again.
I still cannot calm myself down.
This is mad crazy.

Whole body still aching..
But I'm so gonna partayyy tonight.

Can't waittt. Totally.

Ciao.

13年後的蠟筆小新 :: 小白的最後

2010-11-04T04:41:00.005+08:00

I cannot imagine myself losing Jackie someday.
It's gonna be too painful for me.

你不知道的事

2010-10-26T04:43:00.003+08:00

王力宏 :: 你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛
才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星
但幾顆會落地

我飛行但你墜落之際
很靠近還聽見呼吸
對不起我卻沒捉緊你

你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像傾盆大雨碎了滿地
在心裡清晰

你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是你不知道的事

I ♥ Amsterdam

2010-10-21T22:36:00.003+08:00

Amsterdam is the new found ♥. 1001 reasons to visit Amsterdam again.

Peking

2010-10-15T21:02:00.006+08:00

The Forbidden City (紫禁城) is mad magnificent. The many Imperial Palaces look almost the same. And the Imperial Garden is not what it looked like in shows.

Xidan (西单) is a shopping paradise. Too bad we had too little time for our shopping spree.

Thank god it's one of the most awesome rare flights with great company.

直到你不找我

2010-10-12T04:12:00.006+08:00

林峰 :: 直到你不找我

記得當時誰路過
秒針忽然停頓過
氣溫濕度曾驟變太多
記憶不停重疊過
你的表情提示過
愛的可能是我

想法很亂幻覺太多
疑慮很大直到說不清楚
心算太慢但仍然算錯
找對人偏錯過

直到開始想喜歡我
直到終於不喜歡我
直到碰上一個逃避一個
追不上躲不過

直到開始找不到我
直到終於不想找我
直到你擦身過才認得我
彼此也在折磨像當初

想法太亂直覺對麼
疑慮很大直到愛不清楚
當這世上全懷疑我錯
總有人相信我

Athens is Awesome!

2010-10-11T02:47:00.006+08:00

Athens, Greece is one of the must-go places. It's a pity that it's the rainy season. And I did not have the chance to visit Santorini. The architecture of the buildings, sceneries, night life and walking streets are really nice.

Ancient Egypt

2010-10-07T04:16:00.004+08:00

Our journey to the burning hot desert tour :: The Pyramids of Giza.

The scary yet fun experience riding a camel.

One of the Giza Pyramids.

The so-called lunch buffet.

One of the oldest markets in Egypt :: The Khan El Khalili Bazaar

Rainy Auckland

2010-09-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

The whole trip was dampened by the wet weather.
The rain and chilly winds trapped me in the hotel room.
I brought insufficient warmth clothes for this trip.
And I should have brought my cargo along.
So much to buy yet not enough space in my cabin bag.

The trip was one of the worst experiences.
And I pray hard that I won't meet such people again.

Hello Melbourne!

2010-09-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

The chilly weather in Melbourne was ultimate shiokness.
Loving it to the max.

Graduated. T to P.

2010-09-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 17!!!

All the best to you people.

REEKING OF AWESOMENESS.

The last goodbye

2010-09-12T23:35:00.005+08:00

I've never wanted it to end that way.
And that's the last thing I would do.
Initially, I even thought things would turn out fine.
I've been too optimistic I guess.
All the signs were so obvious.
For that moment, I couldn't find anymore excuses.

So... that's the best way.

Last day training with Batch 17

2010-09-09T22:59:00.012+08:00

♥

Countdown to 13th September

2010-09-08T23:30:00.006+08:00

These two weeks have been busy with our rehearsals and preparing for our graduation.
Have been so looking forward to graduation but as the day is nearing, it feels kind of sad.
The feeling of graduating is so surreal.
Sometimes I just wished we could have more time for bonding.
But things just don't always go our way.
And we probably started it in a "wrong" way.

Just one more lesson with batchies.

I'll miss you guys.

Thank You Batch 17

2010-09-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

Celebrated my birthday with batchies in school.

Thanks for the "21st" birthday cake.

Mad love my sugarbabes.

Happy Birthday Evie!

2010-09-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

Not just another year older.
But also better and wiser.

Happiness cannot be travelled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude.

Birthday is awesome with darlings

2010-09-04T23:08:00.007+08:00

Thanks darlings for the birthday surprise.
You girls are really awesome to the max.
Appreciated it so much.
Loves.

Bittersweet Bliss

2010-08-30T00:26:00.004+08:00

Letting go doesn't mean giving up...
It means accepting that some things weren't meant to be.

未來遇上過去

2010-08-29T00:19:00.003+08:00

未來說：請細說從頭！
過去說：樂意之機。
現在說：不知道未來，不想重提過去。

Take me away

2010-08-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

... away from here.

I Miss You

2010-08-27T20:30:00.001+08:00

I miss you a little.

A little too much...
A little too often...
And a little more each day.

I Don't Wanna Fall in Love

2010-08-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

Tonya Mitchell :: I Don't Wanna Fall in Love

Who needs to feel that way
Who needs those words to say
Who wants to give their heart
To watch love fade away
Cause I made up my mind
I didn't wanna know
Why should I find a love
That isn't here to stay
I wasn't waiting until you came along
And now I need you to tell me
Where my heart belongs

But I don't wanna fall in love
Till I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(my heart knew)
I don't wanna fall in love
Till I know the love is true
'Cause I need ('cause I need)
You to feel the way I do
When I give my heart to you

I've seen the tears they cry
When it's time for goodbye
I didn't wanna be the one who's asking why
I didn't think that I would ever feel so strong
But now I know that I was wrong

Now I believe it's worth the chance
To find the love to last (my life) for all my life
Give me a sign so I will always know this love is right
(this love is right)

But I don't wanna fall in love
(don't wanna fall in love)
Till I fall in love with you
And you showed me what my heart already knew
(what my heart already knew)
I don't wanna fall in love
(don't wanna fall in love no)
Till I know the love is true
Cause I need (cause I need)
You to feel the way I do
When I give my heart to you
When I give my heart to you

Time for Miracles

2010-08-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

Adam Lambert :: Time for Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
'Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
'Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby can you feel it coming
You know I can hear it hear all the souls
Baby can you feel me feel you

You know it's time

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love

You know
Maybe it's time for miracles
'Cause I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up love
I aint giving up no
No I ain't giving up on us

HAPPYTIMES in Sydney

2010-08-20T04:06:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything darling. ♥

Total Eclipse Of The Heart

2010-08-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Bonnie Tyler :: Total Eclipse Of The Heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

♥

2010-07-31T19:52:00.001+08:00

Loving SATC ttm! ♥

XOXO.

Play & Buttery Night

2010-07-24T16:13:00.007+08:00

Friday night turned out to be a little different.
Secretly in love with my darlings GG.

The Sorcerer's Apprentice

2010-07-22T01:30:00.009+08:00

OneRepublic :: Secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess

Till all my sleaves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like were chasing all those stars
Whoes driver shining big black cars

And everyday I see the news
All the problems we could solve
And when a situation rises
We'll ride it into a moutain
Straight to though
I don't really like my flow, oh, so

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me dissappier
I'mma tell you everything

All my secrets away
All my secrets away

A New Chapter?

2010-07-18T21:56:00.011+08:00

GG+2

2010-07-10T16:51:00.004+08:00

Love my biatches to the max! ♥

Buttery Night

2010-06-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

As much as I did enjoy myself, it was also one of the worst clubbing experiences on my top ten list.
I was equally pissed and upset.
Kthxbye.

Weekends, finally

2010-06-26T16:37:00.005+08:00

Atlantis

Pizza Hut & Vie Bar

Lately drinking seems to become one of my favourite pastime to de-stress.

Why can't we be the same as before?

2010-06-24T22:06:00.009+08:00

Sushi and movie date with him last night.

I was very excited and looking forward to it.
But it's not the same anymore.

There's a reason why ex-boyfriend should be a history.

Nobody said it was easy

2010-06-17T21:21:00.002+08:00

Everyday seems to be a new "surprise" and challenging for me.
I'm overcoming it. Or rather forcing myself to overcome it.

Other than that, I think I'm adapting to the new environment.

Never love, never hurt

2010-06-15T23:39:00.012+08:00

He's just not that into you.

I was waiting for a miracle.
But you disappointed me yet again.
And the empty promises again.
It's just so heartbreaking.

Five years of emotional torment.
Self-denial and self-consoling.
And a silly fool all this while.

I really miss those moments.
And I miss you much.

Byebye Friday

2010-06-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

It's a Friday yet I'm stuck at home.
Had a super long day with all the colors and bun.

I simply have no more energy to play tonight.
I need at least 10 hours of sleep.

Knocking out.

OHMYGOD

2010-06-10T20:48:00.005+08:00

Today's definitely one of my most stressful days.
More to come. How am I gonna overcome it?

It's just so difficult and weird doing all these.

I was warned about it.
But I did not expect it to be so soon.

Presentations, presentations and presentations.

Where's my voice?

Fun with Loves

2010-06-08T23:37:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some time since I last clubbed!

Had truck loads of fun with loves at mambo and buttery.

Information overloaded

2010-06-07T21:27:00.006+08:00

Did I enrol myself into a military school?

I was totally shocked by my whole new experience.

Greetings, greetings and greetings.
Many many rules and regulations.
And always rushing for time.
Okay. School is more relaxed, isn't it?

I'm mad tired and sleepy.
Goodnight world!

Her Letter to Me

2010-06-06T23:27:00.003+08:00

Reading her letter again and again...
It was a really touching and long letter.
I teared while reading her words to me.
I never expect to be able to revive this broken friendship.
I thought I'd lost her then due to some reasons.

now i just hope that my dearest friend will wake up from her sleep... i will not force her to wake up but i want her to know that i am angry and disappointed with what she have land herself in. i will wait for this dear friend of mine to wake up and get back on track. i know she needs time but she have been sleeping for too long and i am afraid that she is missing out e fun. i just want to tell her this: "darling... it's ok to be sleeping. everyone gets tired once in e while with what is going on with life. but you have been sleeping for too long darling... 5 years... you have been sleeping for 5 years and its time to wake up darling. it's time to love yourself more and truly be happy. time to stand up and make e rest of our life a beautiful one. i can only do some much... you have to help yourself. you are e master of your life... e key is in your hand. do you want to live like this for e rest of your life? i believe you will say no... you will stand up again and be strong for yourself. not for anyone else but for yourself... when you wake up you will be able to see that there are actually many people who truly love and care about you. you have to spend time loving them else you would be a lousy and selfish person."

i have said whatever i want to say... and it is really something from my heart. as for now... i can only pray that she will wake up and sleep no more. i will wait for my dear friend to wake up... i will be there for her. i want her to be back on track for good because she is my friend.

I can't help but felt guilty for disappointing and upsetting her.
I'm sorry... I will try to walk out of the bad dream.
I want you to see a happier and better me.

Last day @ STDM

2010-05-31T11:14:00.004+08:00

After ten good months at STDM
I'm finally quitting my current job.

Well, no job is just as relaxing as this.
My daily routine is just shopping for hot deals.
One of my best temp job ever.
And my in-charge and colleagues are really nice.

Anyway, I'll be starting my first full-time job soon.
Yes, I'm so excited about it.

But I'm so gonna party hard first!

愛的故事上集

2010-05-27T11:17:00.005+08:00

孫耀威 :: 愛的故事上集

星的光點點灑於午夜
人人開開心心說說故事
偏偏今宵所想講不太易
遲緩地望你想說又復遲緩

秋風將湧起的某夜
遺留她的窗邊有個故事
孤單單的小伙子不顧寂寞
徘徊樹下直至天際露月兒

冬風吹走幾多個月夜
為何窗邊的她欠缺注視
刻於窗扉小子寫的愛慕字
完全沒用像個飄散夢兒

今宵的小伙子傾吐憾事
誰人癡癡的要再聽故事
偏偏癡心小子只知道上集
祈求下集是個可愛夢兒

知不知對你牽上萬縷愛意
每晚也痛心空費盡心思
這小子欲斷難斷這故事
全為我愛上你偏偏你不知
(全為我愛上你偏偏你不知)

春風輕吹點點火花襯月夜
人人開開心心說說故事
終於傾出這小子的故事
長年累月為你怎再自持
今宵知否對你的暗示
為何真的將它當故事

知不知每晚想你十次百次
每晚也去等　因我極心癡
可不可合力延續這故事
延續這片愛意一生倆相依

The Call

2010-05-18T18:05:00.005+08:00

It's like F.I.N.A.L.L.Y!!!

I did not expect it to come so fast.
It only took them a week to get back to me.
I was expecting the wait to be at least two weeks or more.
Nevertheless, the wait seems like forever.

I'm embarking on a new journey.

Wish me luck!

Ip Man 2

2010-05-13T15:03:00.005+08:00

In this sequel, Ip Man arrives in Hong Kong in 1949, only to discover that martial arts schools there operated like triads rather than more respectable institutions. His efforts to teach his Wing Chun discipline is fraught with poverty and meets resistance from Master Hung, the local master of Hung Ga, Hung Jan Nam who runs a fish market and is being bullied by the British authorities. However, he takes solace in his bright student Leung and his loving, patient wife. As conflicts brew and tempers flare, an English boxing champ insults the Chinese and challenges the whole establishment to an East vs. West showdown, leaving Master Hung and Master Ip to find themselves possible allies.

Very randomly went to watch this with Caifenni & Roslinda.
It was their second time watching this.
Yes! All because of Donnie Yen!
I don't mind watching this again.

I MADE IT!

2010-05-10T11:04:00.021+08:00

It's been a super duper nerve wrecking and tough weekends.
The past experiences had somehow affected my confidence level.
I wasn't very hopeful neither.
Most of the time were spent waiting, waiting and still waiting.
It was a good sign actually (not booted out yet).
And throughout the waiting time, never did I feel at ease.
I was overwhelmed with anxiety and freaking nervous.
Hence resulted in sleepless nights and poor appetite.
But they weren't my main concerns at that point of time.
In fact I wasn't the least bothered about it.
The stress level was even more intense with each passing round.
Even during the time when I took my exams, I wasn't that stressed up.
The intense stress level, grilling questions, the seemed like never-ending of waiting-to-be interviewed and waiting-for-results moments almost killed me.

When I got the final round results, I almost couldn't believe my ears.
The experiences gained and anticipations were unforgettable.
I'm super happy and relieved that I'm done with it, finally!
And so glad that my prayers were heard too.
At that very moment, I felt so so so blessed and lucky.
The preparations, effort and everything done for that moment were worth it.
Luck had played a big part for everything to go so smoothly.
I hope I did not use up all of my good luck for that two grueling days.
I'm so damn overwhelmed with happiness and excitement
till I couldn't eat nor sleep well last night.

Thankyou so much for my family and friends' encouragement and support!
And also to my wonderful group members, you guys were awesome.
It was all due to your good blessings that I've made it through. THANKS!

Gimme a Break!

2010-05-04T11:28:00.007+08:00

I'm getting sick and tired of my current job. Thought of quitting since three weeks back. If all is well, I should be able to leave by month end.

It's not that my current job is taking a lot of my time but it's the lack of motivation. I'm feeling so aimless and energyless with each passing day.

I need to have a change.

I need a good break and have some me-time.

I need a short getaway.

SHERO

2010-04-28T11:39:00.002+08:00

S.H.E :: 你不會

第一次擁吻以前　我們找不到語言
但聽見彼此靈魂多渴望永遠
貼心後嘴角的甜　摩擦後眼角的鹹
一起　懂愛和真愛的差別

你送的杯子裡面　還裝著溫熱感覺
你給的每個紀念都排在床沿
相機是牽手兩年　圍巾是東京五天
戒指　是又哭又笑的道歉

我不相信　你心中現在她最美
你不會你不會你不會把我們的愛　踩碎
我不相信　你口中會講出後悔
你不會你不會你不會不心疼
我拒絕被看見的淚

當初被激烈反對　你安靜卻沒妥協
對我更好來瓦解別人的偏見
我生氣時總幾天　我倔強口不擇言
是你緊抱我到情緒沉澱

我不相信　走來的幸福在脫軌
你不會你不會你不會留殘酷讓我面對
我不相信　累積的回憶都損毀
你不會你不會你不會捨得我
流一滴像乞討的淚

S.H.E :: 愛就對了

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚
才能換來對於愛的體會
妳看　世界沒有毀滅　心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決

妳當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以　別再沉溺有他的回憶　有空再回憶
離開妳的只有他但是愛還在

聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是我們還沒學會愛

就急著愛人　而愛錯人
可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得

我當然經歷過妳現在的感受
我想那是人必經的折磨
也許　每個人都該是某個人　成長的助手
受一點苦痛幫助他成熟

別探聽他的線索　別等待他會回頭
愛　不喜歡看人軟弱
別繼續把心封鎖　別躲在傷心裡頭
愛　萬一來了別錯過

愛是對的　錯的是我們還沒學會愛
就急著愛人　而愛錯人
可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得

聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是別人自以為懂愛
才會又愛人　又傷害人
可是　愛就對了　愛了就值得
愛這門功課　艱深但快樂　愛就對了

愛來了別錯過

沒那麼簡單

2010-04-23T16:10:00.002+08:00

黃小琥 :: 沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

想念最傷心但卻最動心的記憶

寄生

2010-04-15T10:57:00.004+08:00

Another 吳克群的催淚歌.
Okay. The MV made the song more sad.
And the lyrics may seem simple, yet very meaningful and touching.
我在感動-ing.

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

吳克群 :: 寄生

你說我們不會變做回朋友會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈走得越遠越沒感覺
你說時間會沖淡一切距離讓我們好過些
但是你走得越來越遠我卻越來越有感覺

我寄生在你的世界多一天
就連自己影子都要看不見
你帶走了什麼你看不見
它卻不斷侵蝕著我每一天

我寄生在你的回憶多一天
就連自己聲音都要聽不見
我哭喊著什麼你聽不見
因為我寄生在回憶裡面
在這回憶裡面

你說我們不會變做回朋友會舒服些
你說你怕太濃烈走得越遠越沒感覺
我想學著忘記這一切學著灑脫酷一點
但是你走得越來越遠我卻越來越有感覺

Date Night

2010-04-13T10:57:00.002+08:00

Claire and Phil Foster (Tina Fey and Steve Carell) are a typical suburban couple whose lives including their weekly date nights of dinner and a movie have become routine. To reignite the marital spark, they visit a trendy Manhattan bistro where a case of mistaken identity turns their evening into the ultimate date night-gone-awry. But as Claire and Phil take their unexpected walk on the wild side, they begin to remember what made them so special together.

I think Steve Carell is really good in comedies.
I watched that without checking out the trailer again.
The initial part was kinda slow-moving and a lot of conversations going on.
And I thought it gonna be some ooh-so-boring movie.
I didn't expect it to turn out something like this.
It was entertaining and funny!

More more more luck!

2010-04-12T11:00:00.005+08:00

I guess luck really played a big part.
I was so so so lucky.
The situation really caught me off guard.
Completely lost and clueless.
But luckily Lady Luck was with me.
You don't know how happy I was.
Okay. I'm anticipating more hurdles.

And I still need truckloads of luck.

GOOD LUCK TO ME!

Clash of the Titans

2010-04-09T12:18:00.003+08:00

It's my first 3D movie.
Not a very good experience though.
It's not fun wearing the 3D movie glasses to watch the movie.
And it made me feel kinda uncomfortable and headache.
The 3D effects weren't that fantastic, too.
The storyline still okay. Predictable.
But I felt that the ending ended kinda abruptly.
Don't waste your money watching this in 3D. The 2D will do just fine.

Twins ♥

2010-04-06T15:13:00.009+08:00

你不是好情人

我知　你想走　因愛得我未夠
明知　你覺得玩厭時候
萬樣借口　曾聽你　說我姊妹過分賣力
便是愛盡頭　這種愛　沒法接受

我知　沒了電　因你一向善變
明顯　我信得到愛情後便大過天
誰知你　懶去檢點
我像賣藝　賣盡我笑臉
原諒也徒然　我太犯賤
你未道別便愛多天

痛恨你這情人非好情人
你閒來出手勾引　如今教我驚震
被你熱吻是狂賣性感
夢中情人極好品
我誤信我靠真心改變緣份
我也真太笨　(就是被狂吻)　無能為力也苦吻　(情人同樣變心)

已經　沒眼　戀愛非錯便對
明知　與你相戀多長命
亦未會娶　曾聽說　你那顆心愛定事業
現在有著誰其實當玩具
偶爾玩累　再遇玩具便會想追

我讓我得到卻未到
令我更相信漫遊花都無芳草　我哭泣喝著醋

黑色喜劇

甚麼都好好單單只是我不好　隨便行路　亦會走到去絕路
情侶漫步　最後剩低我一人去走　正路

你要在大街當作路人才拋下我
謝絕悲觀　還像我麼

如果這叫悲劇　我演過　人黑黑到幾時告知我

曾做什麼　承受惡果　但我卻從未殺人　又未放火
如果這叫喜劇　也不錯

明明失戀　卻使我娛樂過
內裡荒謬太多　我也好歹拍過拖
喜劇人生　不枉過
愁眉便鎖　猶如命數　考我
什麼的恩恤都可感動我哭泣　你偏要講　沒有必要去復合
除了禮物　快樂自尊什麼都喪失　那日

我算好　就算好
未夠好　未最好
趣劇也未狂煲　從未試過控訴　但其實也都遲早

多謝失戀

回頭是場空　大地回冬　初分手數天　總會痛
仍然在途中　只好相信　雨過後有彩虹
曾落空　先知我　因為愛　曾經多英勇
曾為愛上你面紅　夠我閉上大門　在慶功
全靠當天喜歡過錯的人
今天先會　自我解窘
明白小小的失戀　不害人
更加添我　成熟感
無法一起都總算　愛過些人
借過你體溫　練習擁吻
留下你合照細望　才知道
我跟他人　更合襯

從前學年中　自命情種　一出手　愛得比較重
來年換時空　應該長進　再愛定更鬆容
曾撞板　先知我　因為愛　曾經多失控
回望過去也面紅　愛上你似漫遊　外太空
全靠當天喜歡過　錯的人
今天先會　自我解窘
明白小小的失戀不害人
更加添我　成熟感
無法一起都總算愛過些人
借過你體溫　練習擁吻
留下你合照細望　才知道
我跟他人　更合襯

全靠當天喜歡過　錯的人
今天先會　自我解窘
無論初戀多麼的　感動人
更好的愛　前面等
無法一起都總算　愛過些人
借過你體溫　練習擁吻
明白要讓我這樣　年輕過
至懂得誰最　合襯

紫玫瑰

2010-04-01T13:52:00.010+08:00

紫玫瑰 (Roseate-Love)

梁文音 :: 愛一直存在

那天我揚起帆　想看看未知的海
心裡很多話想說　說不出來
雖然我臉上看不出來

天空一樣蔚藍　卻換了多少雲彩
那時的你讓我幸福百分百
是否為我等待

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你淚停不下來
你知道我依賴多不想SAY GOODBYE
我痛說不出來

我知道我的愛一直都會存在
沒有你快樂都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的燦爛
回頭看愛都在

站在你的門外　我決心不再徘徊
心裡很多話想說　說不出來
但我想你一定都明白

時間過的好快　想念卻不曾更改
現在的你是否幸福百分百
我應該怎麼猜

愛一直存在

梁文音 :: 哭過就好了

不喜歡懷疑什麼　並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣　只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了　但越解釋越覺得難過
你可以說人會變　但不能說
你會這麼做　是我的錯

哭過就好了　傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣　卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上　某個地方

Where is she?

2010-03-26T11:55:00.003+08:00

Life is getting so monotonous. Passing life day by day. The only day that I look forward to is Sunday when I can really sleep, sleep and sleep. Then it's the start of the weekly routine again. Monday tired. Tuesday boring. Wednesday finally in the mid week. Thursday one more day to the weekends. Friday no mood for work + shagged. Saturday energy recharge 50%. Sunday finally!

Maybe I ~~should~~ need to do something about it.

And I seem to be losing touch with my friends (especially those close ones). I'm becoming very antisocial and lazy to hang out with friends. Have I been living in my own world? I seem nonchalant to everything around me. I'm losing the 'kpo' attitude (updating myself with what my friends are up to lately). I'm losing myself.

I'm kind of guilty when I read an email from my bestie. And I felt alot after reading it. Many thoughts flooded my mind. Yes. Though we haven't been contacting for some time, I've never forgotten about her. Afterall, my secondary school life was interesting and crazy, partly because of her. Those days were really memorable. Not like we went through alot, but at least we managed to pull through those unhappy and down times together. We had our fair share of laughter and fun together as well. And probably she's one of the very few who really understands me. I really hope for the best for her and she'll be blissful always.

Vicious cycle

2010-03-24T15:27:00.010+08:00

Sometimes when I choose to keep quiet, not because it doesn't matter. But what's the point of voicing it out? Even if so, it might not work out anyway. Yes. I know it's not always the case for all. But I'm sick and tired of going through all the crap again and again. It's a cycle. Maybe some kind of persistent flu virus that bug you for some time. Getting yourself in some crap. Then got all so troubled over it. And you keep thinking about it. Thinking of all the 'what-ifs', 'what's-nots', 'if-onlys' and blah blah blah. The possible solutions, consequences or maybe you even thought of running away from the problem. That's not all. There's side effects like losing appetite or sleep. Or maybe even cry yourself to sleep. Wake up and the first thing that came to your mind was the "problem" and your day repeat itself again.

Then at one point of time you start questioning yourself, "Why should I be the one going through all the emotional and mental torment? Do I deserve all these?". No. You think that you don't deserve all those but you still continue to let yourself drown in sorrow. Then here comes the struggle between the heart and mind. The mind is usually more rational but the heart gets all stubborn and doesn't listen to the mind.

And, I haven't even mention the part when your friends come in. They lend you a listening ear, console and give advices. You know they meant well. But you just ignore it. And you start to rant all over again and again and again for 971346285 times. And your bestest friends go over the process with you again and again and again. Aren't our friends great? That's what are friends for!

Do such symptoms happen to you, be it friendship/relationship problems? Just only visualising the whole process, I'm sick of it already. But you just can't get outta this. Unless, you don't feel a thing. That's part and parcel of life.

Movie marathon-ed again

2010-03-22T11:59:00.007+08:00

It's been quite some time since I last tried movie marathon-ing.

Remember Me.
The beginning was quite boring.
And I almost doze off.
But the later half of the movie was much better.
I'm so envious of the little sister (Caroline).
She had sucha doting brother (Tyler).

Kidnapper (绑匪).

Movie Synopsis:
A woman who loses her husband is called a widow.
A man who loses his wife is called a widower
A child who loses his parents is called an orphan
What do you call a parent who loses his child?

Kidnapper tells the story of a father who defies all odds and moves heaven and earth to rescue his kidnapped son. In the process, he gives up everything in his life to raise the ransom, only to discover that the nefarious kidnapper wants even more money. Unable to raise the second ransom, Lim descends into madness as grief and self-doubt overwhelms him. His own morals were threatened when he flirts with the dark side in desperate attempt to get his son…

I thought this was really good.
Was darn gan chiong while watching.
The sound effects also startled me a little.
Kelvin Tong's film ain't that bad (remember his Rule #1?) .
It's really something different for a local production.
Go watch this!

Failure. It's Not The End.

2010-03-21T22:34:00.010+08:00

Though failed again, but I'm not gonna give up.
I've tried my best but not at my very best. I could be better.
No doubt, there's a tinge of disappointment.
On a happier note, I wasn't as "traumatised" as the previous encounters.
In fact, I felt more encouraged and motivated.
The feeling was really indescribable.
I'll definitely put in more effort the next time.
And in the meantime, I'll prepare myself for the next battle.

Randomness @ KBox

2010-03-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

Thursday 11th.March

Gathering cum pre-birthday celebration for Jean.

Happy Birthday Jean!

Alice In Wonderland

2010-03-08T15:01:00.004+08:00

I seriously never read Alice In Wonderland before. My impression of this story since young was about a girl named Alice who wandered around in Wonderland and her many adventures. Even so, I was never keen to read up or know more about it. True enough, I'm not the least awed by the movie. In fact, I was kinda disappointed with the movie. I guess I had expected too much. Yes. No wonder I missed this out during my childhood days.

I Don't Care

2010-03-05T12:00:00.001+08:00

2NE1 :: I Don't Care

[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
ni otgise mudeun ripseutigeun naneun jeoldaero yongseomotae
maeil harue susipbeon kkeojyeoinneun haendeupon
byeonhaji anheulgeotman gata oh oh

[Dara]
geujeo chinguraneun sumanheun yeojachingu
nal ttokgachi saenggakhajima I won't let it fly
ije nimamdaerohae nan miryeoneul beorillae
hanttae jeongmal saranghaenneunde oh

[CL]
gakkeumssik sure chwihae jeonhwalgeoreo jigeumeun saebyeok daseossiban
neon tto dareun yeojaui ireumeul bulleo no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
dareun yeojadeurui darireul humchyeoboneun
niga neomuneomu hansimhae
maeil ppaenonneun keopeulling na mollae han sogaeting
deoisang motchameulgeotgata oh oh oh

[Dara]
neon jeoldae aniraneun sumanheun nauichingu
neon neukdaeran chingudeulkkaji tailleotjiman
charari holgabunhae neoege nan gwabunhae
nae sarangira mideonneunde oh oh

[CL]
oneuldo bappeudago malhaneun neo hoksina jeonhwahaebwatjiman
yeoksi dwieseon yeoja useumsoriga deullyeo oh no

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
nan neottaeme ulmyeo jisaedeon bameul gieokhae boy
deo huhoehal neol saenggakhani mami swiwonne boy
nal nochigin akkapgo gatgien sisihajannni
isseulttae jalhaji neo wae ijewa maedallini

[CL]
sogajun geojitmalmanhaedo subaekbeon
oneul ihuro nan namja ullineun bad girl
ijen nunmul hanbangul eobsi neol biuseo
sarangiran geim sok loser
mureupkkurko jabeul su inni
anim nun apeseo dangjang kkeojyeo

[Bom]
I don't care geumanhallae niga eodieseo mwol hadeon
ije jeongmal sanggwan anhalge bikyeojullae
ijewa ulgobulgo maedallijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

English translation

[CL]
Hey playboy
It's about time
And your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That's the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can't ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone's always off
It doesn't seem like you're going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call "friends"
Don't think of me in the same way as them, I won't let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I'm going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it's 5:30 am
Again you say another girl's name no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl's legs
You're so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don't think that I'll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you're not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I'd rather keep it simple, I'm too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl's laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I'm too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should've treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I'll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I'll laugh at you
Loser who's inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

Happy Tiger Year!

2010-02-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Sunday 14th.February ♥ 年初一 ♥ 情人节

Monday 15th.February ♥ 年初二

祝大家虎年行大運！旺旺旺！

也许

2010-02-23T00:29:00.006+08:00

Linda :: 也许

經過那麼久以後你依然如此灑脫
我只能跟在身後不問你是否愛我
也不敢多要求深怕你不再聯絡

還是同樣的結果你終於說出了口
說你並不適合我我知道那只是你的藉口
你不想傷害我卻又傷得我徹透

你要求一片天空請我還給你自由
卻沒想過我從來不曾住在你心中
也許我早該看透我們不會再有以後
哦也許也許有一天你也會寂寞

CNY Eve

2010-02-18T23:16:00.011+08:00

Had my reunion dinner with family at Grandma's.
This time round, I didn't join the cousins for the mahjong session.
I just don't have the interest to master it.
Ada intro-ed us a new game - "Ugly, ugly, ugly".
The game was darn heart-attacking and noisy.
We kena shhh-ed many times by the relatives.

Aftermath was movie with Sis & Jean.
Wanted to watch Valentine's Day but no more movie slots.
So watched Little Big Soldier instead.

A Foot Soldier (Jackie Chan) and a General (Wang Lee Hom) from rival states become the only sole survivors of war. The Soldier captures the wounded General, hoping to use his enemy as a ticket to freedom by handing him over to the warlord. Along the long and winding journey, the two men at loggerheads meet with the most amazing encounters starving without water and food, seductive scheming songstress, a stalking ferocious bear.

I had a list of CNY movies that I wanna watch.
And this wasn't in my list.
I thought it gonna be a boring movie.
Am not a fan of those war thingy kind of movie.
But it turned out to be a comedy. Mad funny.

It's LNY & Love Day!

2010-02-14T04:49:00.009+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year & Happy Valentine's Day!

Wishing everybody a prosperous and fruitful Tiger year!
Get more fat fat ang pows and win more $$$.
HUAT HUAT HUAT!

And have a lovely love day with your loved ones.

ROAARRR!

Resolution

2010-02-08T12:29:00.003+08:00

I want a new life. A new start. A whole new beginning.

I'll learn to love myself more (not letting myself get hurt again and again).
I want to be truly happy (not putting up a happy front).
I want my heart to be truly happy (not convincing myself that I'm happy).

The endings you're going through are the beginnings you've been waiting for.

Tooth Fairy

2010-02-05T10:59:00.010+08:00

Finally managed to catch this.
Sis told me it was super hilarious. It's a good movie.
And true enough, I was almost laughing throughout.
It's just so weird funny seeing The Rock donning a fairy costume.
If only things like "amnesia dust" and "cat away" really exist.
I'd dust myself to forget anything that I don't wanna remember.
And those irritating cats can't scare me again.
I could send them flying away with the cat away.

I'm so gonna have a long day today.

Anyway, it's FRIDAY!

Have a good weekend everybody!

記得要忘記

2010-01-31T23:50:00.001+08:00

S.H.E :: 記得要忘記

在就要轉身前忽然又想起你　相遇的那一天漾著微笑的你
那個微笑還是很美麗　可惜那個人常常要讓人哭泣

太耀眼的城市不適合看星星　就如同你的心不適合談安定
謝謝你讓我傷過心　學會愛情並非執迷　人改變不了改變不了的事情

記得要忘記　忘記　我提醒自己
你已經是　人海中的一個背影
長長時光　我應該要有新的回憶

人無法決定會為誰動心　但至少可以決定放不放棄
我承認我　還是會愛著你　但我將永不再觸碰這記憶

記得要忘記　忘記　經過我的你
畢竟只是很偶然的那種相遇
不會不容易　我有一輩子　足夠用來忘記

我還有一輩子　可以用來努力　我一定會忘記你

我很不快乐

2010-01-30T08:35:00.019+08:00

這些年來﹐我一點都不幸福。

我不想忘記和你的美好回憶﹐更不想忘記你。

Seriously, I don't know why I made myself so miserable all this years. That was total madness. At times, I wanted to just get over you and move on, but every little thing or maybe it's just me kept reminding myself of you and those memories. I still miss you every now and then. I even had so much to tell you, but where to start?

Don't make me feel like we could start all over again.
And kept me hanging on.
I'm not your toy.

I really don't know what had got into me.
I just suddenly thought it might be better this way.

Am I regretting it already?

也许是我太执着了。

Though I still feel alot for you but...
I know we'll never be the same again.
Nothing remains the same, anyway.
Anyone, anything can change in any moment.

I'm battered by all the emotional torment.

I had enough. More than enough, in fact. And I've decided that it's time to conclude this chapter. Thank you for all the love, bliss, happiness, joy, hurt, tears and sorrow you gave.

這次﹐可不可以不要再見了。

世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远﹐互不相识﹐忽然有一天﹐他们相识﹐相爱﹐距离变得很近。然后有一天﹐不再相爱了﹐本来很近的两个人﹐变得很远﹐甚至比以前更远。

Chillax with girlfriends

2010-01-28T22:50:00.003+08:00

Saturday 23rd.January

Tuesday 26th.January

Drinking at The Pump Room after pigging out at Kuishin-bo.

習慣就好

2010-01-19T12:12:00.005+08:00

羅志祥 :: 習慣就好

你的手機又收不到　　
我像瘋子在街上繞
努力跑　你的溫度　
雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
你面無表情的嘴角　
像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
回頭看　突然明瞭
愛過了使用期效妳就想逃

我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
繼續做你唯一的城堡

習慣就好　習慣就好
是我選擇看不到分手預兆
沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療

習慣就好　習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒

習慣就好　習慣就好
一個人在夜裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳

習慣就好　習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒一秒

The Spy Next Door

2010-01-18T11:48:00.004+08:00

I didn't want to coop myself at home last night.
My mood was mad low. Gawd. It's that feeling again.
I don't know how to deal with the sudden mad rush of mixed emotions.

Hence, went for movie with both Sis, Jean & Rob.

The movie was good & mad funny.
I like the lil girl, Nora. She's sucha cutie pie.
Catch this! Go go go!

Aftermath was chilling out at BK till 1+am.
By then, I was too tired to think of everything nor anything. Nothing.

Only when the heart stop beating, so will the aching?

Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

2010-01-15T17:04:00.006+08:00

The movie was like a summary of the first 3 books of The Saga of Darren Shan.
And I thought they changed quite a bit of the contents too.
It made me kinda confused.
The only thing that left quite an impression on me was one of the Little People. The one with the limp and loves to bite was so ugly yet cute in a funny way. LOL!
So much of the excitement for this yet ......
It's ok if you give this a miss.

我全都相信

2010-01-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

溫嵐 :: 我全都相信

我相信你說的每一句就算是明知是甜言蜜語
可是我總覺得哪裡有問題也許這些話語不只說給我聽

我相信是因為你的猶豫所以把感情陷入難題
沒關係我有做壞人的勇氣
就算毀滅自己也要捍衛愛情

我全都相信相信你說的每一句
每一句我答應我可以我不會負你
我全都相信相信你說的每一句
每一句只差一句我愛你

我相信你說的每一句就算是一切都變成回憶
可是我逃不開也回不去也許這些話語是諷刺的回音

我相信是因為你的猶豫所以把我永遠困在這裡
沒關係我會繼續撐下去
給我勇氣呼吸我只需要一句

我想你說不出我愛你

Sherlock Holmes

2010-01-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I wasn't too keen on Sherlock Holmes initially.
But on hearing many good reviews on the movie, I decided to watch this.
And what glued my eyes to the screen was Jude Law (Dr. Watson).
He's sucha eye candy can.

He's hot right?

In Your Eyes

2010-01-04T03:19:00.002+08:00

羅志祥 & 楊丞琳 :: In Your Eyes

你問我　你眼中　我看到甚麼
我回答　隱形眼鏡　還有一個　帥到翻的我
我問你　你眼中　你愛我甚麼
你總是　釣我胃口　故作神秘　愛說不說

男生都這樣　愛耍壞　行為舉止　挑戰我的忍耐
女生才是　有夠奇怪　心裡永遠　那麼多Why

In your eyes　發現一種東西叫愛　(因為愛所以我存在)
In your eyes　看見生活多麼精彩
看著你　我眼神離不開　早被你打敗
其實你悄悄變成　我的最愛

My love is for you

吃醋　撒嬌　生氣　耍賴　是你的專利　讓你來
疼我　愛我　讓我　餵我　這些小事情　讓你來
只要　讓你(我)愉快
就算耍冷　下不了台
我全都願意　都是因為愛

我問你　你眼中　透露些甚麼
你笑著　保持沉默　讓我期待　你的承諾

男生都這樣　愛耍壞　行為舉止　挑戰我的忍耐
女生才是　有夠奇怪　心裡永遠　那麼多Why

In your eyes　發現一種東西叫愛　(因為愛所以我存在)
In your eyes　看見生活多麼精彩
看著你　我眼神離不開　早被你打敗
其實你悄悄變成　我的最愛

My love is for you

請閉上眼睛
壞蛋　你想做甚麼
哪有做甚麼
你的小計謀　才不可能　騙倒我

喔　你的眼睛　也累了　該休息一下
就讓我　趁這個機會　靠近你　吻你一下

In your eyes　發現一種東西叫愛
因為愛所以我們存在
In your eyes　看見生活多麼精彩
因為有你才會精彩
看著你　我眼神離不開　早被你打敗
其實你悄悄變成　我的最愛

My love is for you

New Year @ Butter Factory

2010-01-03T23:40:00.009+08:00

Friday 1st.January

And so coincidentally bumped into Lindy and Grace there.
Yes. I was so excited seeing her there.
I miss you my girl, see you soon.

Welcome 2010

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

Greetings EVERYBODY!

Have a BLISSFUL and AWESOME New Year.

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

HAPPY TWENTY TEN!

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T16:40:00.003+08:00

2009 has been a fruitful and happy year for me.

To my beloved family and lovees, thank you for accepting and loving me the way I am. Love you always.

For dearest friends, thanks for being part of my life. Especially to those who are always there for me, be it emotionally or physically. I really appreciated it much.

And to my colleagues, without you guys, work would be ooh-so-boring.

I love you all!

Let's countdown to a happier new year.

And welcome twenty ten.

Try Sleeping With a Broken Heart

2009-12-30T23:07:00.004+08:00

Alicia Keys :: Try Sleeping With a Broken Heart

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me

And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, own me, nobody ever shut it down like you

You are the clown, you made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me, need me
I thought you told me you'd never leave me

Looking in the sky, I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love with you
Right till the end

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start it's about to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream, I'll just hold on to love
And I could find a way to make it, don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times we had
Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

獨照

2009-12-29T14:48:00.007+08:00

容祖兒 :: 獨照

你真的很殘酷　用消失來彌補
愛上你我扛的若

背感情的包伏　用執著來報復
你怎能自私作主

我很恍惚　不清楚
為何孤獨　學不會不在乎

記憶是照片　總不停拿出來翻閱
就算　哭瞎了眼　流乾了淚　愛從未熄滅
我們的照片　溫柔在左邊　深情在右邊
少了你　故事沒能到終點
奇蹟會出現（還會重演）

喔　愛是張跟得上你的地圖
不怕等到盲目　找到麻木
我的眼淚在笑裡面哭

合照變成了獨照
愛情卻一點也沒少　遙遠的你知道

*one of my all-time fave by joey yung